Ash Wednesday

Today is Ash Wednesday. In a normal year I would ordinarily slip away from work for the Ash Wednesday noon service and the imposition of ashes.

This is not a normal year. I am not employed. We are getting our house ready to sell. I am not prepared for that liturgy and to hear, “Know that you are dust…” I have too much on my mind.

The point of Ash Wednesday is that it is the entry point into Lent. You work your way through Lent and arrive at Holy Week. And as you progress through Holy Week, and the Triduum in particular, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and Holy Saturday, you come out on the other end at Easter.

The problem is, I don’t know where I will be or what I will be doing on Easter. In the best possible scenario, the Good Lord willing and the creek don’t rise, Terry and I will packing up and preparing to move south.

All of the confusion, chaos, and disruption makes it hard for me to think clearly about Easter. Which means that I’m not prepared to participate in Ash Wednesday.

And so it goes.


2 Comments on “Ash Wednesday”

  1. Tahoe Mom says:

    You may have been more aware of Ash Wednesday this year than in years you sat in a service. Feeling a bit dusty is part of your life right now. And Easter will come in its own way to you this year. Stay aware. Be patient. Make the journey. Easter will come. Blessings, my friend.


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